I am thankful for the people around me. My friends provide voices of reason when I am not at my best.
My situation in life is still bad, yes, but I can't let it destroy me like that. There are always things I can do to improve things without abandoning everyone who cares about me, without abandoning the things I love. I've taken some of the first steps already. In the coming weeks I most likely will still be less active than normal, but I won't be dissapearing entirely.
Thank you all again.